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so she says;






sing with me.and maybe dance with me.
Wednesday, July 12, 2006

disappointed;in fact,utterly disappointed with myself.
i was supposed to stick with the diet which is supposed to do me good and i was dumb enough to actually swallow that oily yet somewhat tempting chicken wing.the problem is i never fancy chicken wings before everything.the truth really slapped me right across my face that i shouldnt when 'she' asked,you should be dieting and watch what you put into your mouth darling?!and why are you eating all these?!i know it a billion times that we CANT CONCEAL FATS.i have heard it far too many times from the fashion consultant over and over again.and why cant i be rational for that past few moments?!!i need to shed those excessive away before putting on those 5.5inches and before i get depressed.

perhaps try waking me up from these nightmares.

that's what my sign said:
If someone offers to help with the hard work, don't let your ego get in the way.
Despite several warnings not to overextend yourself, it seems like you still have a few too many things on your plate right now. You're to be congratulated for your ambition, but you need to be smart about how you prioritize things. Sort through all your stuff and see if you can ask other people to take up some of your slack. It's time to take advantage of the enduring partnerships you've built. Don't let your ego keep you from reaching out.

ironically,its so true.my shitty schedules are all tight.and if i really have more time,i'd choose to sleep.this's something precious to me right now.so somebody lend me a hand yah?!

on a lighter note,thursday approaching.i am so excited.this feeling's like when you're 5 and your mommy gets you that barbie doll you've been eyeing on each time you walked past that shop.

and of course,many thanks to monsoon and especially wewe for helping me out during my darkest hour.i thought it was nothing but you showed something to me.

the wrapping up for last night was bad.i had a rough day and many many thanks to andy for popping me there.i thought he could make it for driving me back but he text me saying he cant because the dinner just started at 8.40pm and end around god knows what time.he couldnt dumped the developers and came over so i wwwwwwwaaaaaaaaaaaalllllkkkkkkkeeeedd all the way out to fetch a cab.its those industrial area and its late.oh my..and i am walking with those 4inches which is killing me and certainly,those cab fares are tearing me apart as well.dear someone-from-above,just keep the money rolling in,and its greatly appreciated.

and maybe he's in beijing now.or maybe driving through the cities from town to town.perhaps in a discussion room yanking patiently to a room of suits and ties and get the contract signed.glued his eyes to his laptop making sure the proposals are ready on time.its getting me tired.perhaps age is taking its toll on me.so many things yet so little time.

@1:45 PM